I won't fall for the queen who burned my world-Chapter 257: It’s not your fault

Night had fallen hard across the mountains.

The wind outside howled faintly through Saelira’s castle, threading its way through stone corridors and frost-kissed windowpanes, but the guest room was warm.

Soft lamplight glowed against the navy and silver tapestry-lined walls, casting long, flickering shadows that danced across the ceiling.

The bath had helped.

A little.

The water had been scalding, the tub spacious, the scented oils familiar. Malvoria had said nothing the entire time, just leaned against the curve of the tub while Elysia washed the ash and tension from her wife’s shoulders with slow, steady hands.

They hadn’t spoken because words would’ve broken something fragile in that silence. Elysia had simply kissed the top of Malvoria’s head and let her lean.

Now, freshly wrapped in silk robes, they lay together in one of Saelira’s guest chambers. The room was twice the size of their quarters back home, and somehow colder despite the heavy velvet curtains and the crackling fire in the hearth.

Kaelith was already asleep in the enchanted cradle near the fireplace, tiny puffs of breath rising and falling beneath a soft plum blanket.

Her silver and red curls were damp but fluffy, and her circlet rested beside the cradle—Elysia had removed it gently, whispering that even queens needed to sleep bareheaded sometimes.

Elysia sat against the headboard, her robe loosely tied, hair damp, combed back behind her ears. Her eyes kept flicking to the cradle, as they always did. A mother’s reflex.

But it was Malvoria who couldn’t sit still.

She paced the room barefoot, her robe slipping off one shoulder, revealing part of the dark tattoo across her back—runic protection, ancient and etched during her coronation. She looked like a goddess fallen from the clouds and too exhausted to put the pieces back in place.

Elysia watched her silently for a while. Then: "You’re going to wear a hole in Saelira’s very expensive carpet."

Malvoria didn’t laugh.

Didn’t smirk.

Just turned, took one long breath—and crossed the room to the bed.

She didn’t say anything as she crawled in beside Elysia, didn’t make a show of her usual dramatics. Instead, she wrapped her arms around Elysia’s waist and buried herself there, like a storm sinking into harbor.

Elysia blinked. "Oh."

Malvoria pressed her face against Elysia’s shoulder, her breathing sharp and uneven. Her arms were tight—too tight—around her middle. fгeewёbnoѵel.cσm

Elysia shifted, cradling her, letting her settle fully in her lap. "Hey. Love. Breathe."

"I can’t."

Elysia’s fingers slid into the mess of damp red hair, brushing it back, smoothing it with slow, rhythmic strokes. "Yes, you can. Just let go. I’ve got you."

Malvoria clung harder.

Elysia held her silently, feeling the way her queen—her wife, her impossible, blazing force of a woman—shook ever so slightly against her chest. Not with fear. Not with tears.

But with control.

The kind of control that had been stretched to its limit all day.

"I almost lost you," Malvoria whispered, voice muffled.

"You didn’t."

"I couldn’t move. I could see her touching Kaelith and I—I couldn’t—" Her voice cracked, raw and ragged. "I should have been able to protect her. You. Both of you."

Elysia leaned down and pressed her lips to Malvoria’s forehead, holding them there.

"You did."

Malvoria exhaled, a sound that was almost a sob. "It wasn’t enough."

Elysia pulled her closer, wrapping both arms around her, pressing her cheek to the top of Malvoria’s head. "It was. We’re here. We’re alive. Kaelith is safe. You didn’t fail."

"I froze."

"You were under a spell."

"I’m the Demon Queen," Malvoria hissed. "I’m supposed to be stronger than spells."

"You’re supposed to be human," Elysia said softly. "Even if you rarely act like it."

That earned her a quiet snort. Progress.

"Mal," Elysia whispered, "what happened wasn’t your fault. Lucindra is a monster. We’re going to deal with her. We’re going to protect our daughter. But you have to stop punishing yourself."

Malvoria didn’t respond right away.

Instead, she slowly shifted—turned her head and pressed her lips to the bare skin of Elysia’s collarbone. Then her jaw. Her shoulder.

Soft, searching kisses. Gentle, desperate, grounding.

Elysia threaded her fingers tighter through Malvoria’s hair and closed her eyes.

They stayed that way for a long time.

Wrapped in firelight and shadows, heartbeats tangled.

When Malvoria finally looked up, her eyes were rimmed in gold.

"Thank you," she whispered.

"For what?"

"For not letting me break."

Elysia smiled faintly. "That’s a full-time job. I should start charging."

Malvoria rolled her eyes and nudged Elysia onto her back, curling over her, arms still wrapped tightly around her waist. "If you ever charge me for love, I’ll burn down the economy."

"Romantic."

"Terrifying."

"Both."

They lay there in silence, listening to the soft crackle of the fire and the occasional baby sigh from the cradle.

"I don’t like it here," Malvoria admitted suddenly. "Saelira’s castle. It’s too cold. Too still. Like it remembers every war but none of the victories."

"She built it for defense," Elysia murmured. "Not peace."

"I want to go home."

"We will."

"When it’s safe."

"Yes."

Malvoria rested her head on Elysia’s chest. "We’ll make it safe again. I swear it."

"I know you will," Elysia whispered. "But tonight, just rest."

Malvoria didn’t argue.

For once.

Elysia felt the tension in her slowly, inch by inch, begin to ease. Her breathing evened out. Her grip loosened. The storm, for now, was quiet.

And across the room, Kaelith stirred in her cradle.

She let out a tiny yawn.

Then, without opening her eyes, she raised one hand into the air and conjured a little puff of violet flame shaped like a flower.

It hovered above her for a moment—flickering, spinning.

Then gently floated down and landed beside her as she rolled over with a sleepy hum.

Elysia stared at it, wide-eyed.

Malvoria lifted her head. "Did she just—"

"She made herself a fire flower."

"She’s asleep."

"She is your daughter."

Malvoria snorted and collapsed against Elysia again. "We’re so doomed."

Elysia smiled, heart full to the brim.

"No," she whispered. "We’re going to be just fine."

Malvoria shifted above her, her hair tumbling forward in dark waves as she rose on one elbow. The firelight carved shadows across her cheekbones, catching the faint gleam in her eyes.

Elysia didn’t need to ask.

The look alone said it all.

Then Malvoria kissed her.

Not the soft, reassuring kind she’d been giving all day—but something deeper. Fiercer. Lips that claimed.

A kiss that held every frayed nerve, every silent scream, every ounce of desperation that Malvoria had locked away beneath regal armor.

Her mouth was warm, hungry, urgent—and when her hand slid to Elysia’s waist, Elysia arched into her instinctively.

It was heat.

It was relief.

It was two people remembering, for just a moment, that they were still allowed to feel.

Malvoria deepened the kiss, her breath hot against Elysia’s lips, her hand sliding up to cradle her face. She pressed closer, her body a protective wall and a lit match all at once.

Elysia broke the kiss with a gasp, heart hammering. "Mal—"

"Mm?"

"Kaelith is right there."

They both turned their heads in unison.

The baby was still asleep, tucked peacefully in her cradle, her fingers curled around the base of her conjured flame flower.

But one eye was suspiciously half-open.

Malvoria groaned and collapsed face-first into Elysia’s shoulder. "Your timing, small demon, is terrible."

Elysia laughed, breathless. "She is your daughter."

"I’m filing for emotional damages."

"She’s two months old."

"She’s already a tyrant."

They both chuckled quietly as Kaelith snorted in her sleep and turned over with all the elegance of a sleepy potato.

The moment passed but the warmth lingered.