MTL - My 26-year-old Female Tenant-v2 Chapter 40 : Letter from Mi Cai

The night after the filming ended, Le Yao treated guests, we had a seafood dinner together, and then stayed in a seaside hotel. My room is close to the open sea that seems to have no boundaries, so the sound of the tide is always Unwilling to stop whispering in my ear, I simply tore open a can of frozen beer, opened the window and looked at the farthest place... At this time, the room costing more than 1,000 yuan for this night The fee seems to be so worthwhile, because I was born in an inland city, and I rarely have such an opportunity to stay so close to the sea.

  My room is next to Le Yao. When she also opened the window, although we were separated by a wall, the distance between us was only a few meters.

I threw a can of beer to her across the balcony, she took it neatly, tore off the tab, and then took a sip with a heavy heart, as if the shining lighthouse in the distance couldn't save her at this moment Mood......

   "What are you thinking?" I finally asked her.

   "I'm thinking about something on my mind."

   "It's like not saying..."

   Le Yao smiled, turned her head to look at me and asked, "What about you, what were you thinking?...I mean, it's dark today, what were you thinking when you took the last shot?"

   "Thinking wildly."

   "Don't you mean you didn't say anything?"

  I nodded in agreement, and replied: "Yes, sometimes it's not necessarily a bad thing to not like to treat each other with sincerity. It saves you from passing on the burden in your heart to those around you."

Le Yao shook her head and smiled, she didn't insist on entangled with me to come to an end like before, she raised the beer can to me, then raised her head until she drank all the beer in it, then said: "Anyway, we Born to be lonely, it doesn't matter whether you are good at talking, because some pain is too hidden, not everyone has the talent to express it clearly... and those who are good at expressing either become writers or They became screenwriters, and they racked their brains in the study to produce some works, but they were scolded by the audience who couldn't understand and didn't appreciate it. A kind of contract, don't listen, don't read, don't write, don't say..."

I thought about it, and then laughed and laughed again.......Because **** loneliness is like a stubborn disease. I am lonely when I get it, and I am even more lonely when I lose it. Fortunately, there is an open ocean in front of me. , I can hide my loneliness in my laughter unscrupulously, and then let everything flow with the sea to the next pier, the next coast......

   After a while of silence, Le Yao asked me again: "Zhaoyang, I heard that Cao Jinfei gave his game account to your company?"

   "Well, what's up?"

   Le Yao squinted her eyes and said with a smile: "Then please estimate the market value of this account, and then transfer the money to my bank card. This is the joint property of Cao Jinfei and I, and he has no right to give it to you!"

   "There is no problem with this, this...!"

Le Yao looked at me, then closed the window, I heard her leave her room, and then the room where other crew members lived began to be lively, they seemed to be playing some drinking-related game with Le Yao, Amid all their clamor, I don't believe in the born-to-lone bullshit!

  ...

I lay in the hammock on the balcony, picked up my mobile phone and took pictures of the surrounding seascape and the lonely lighthouse in the distance, and then posted a Weibo, discussing the topic of loneliness with everyone, but myself Really fell asleep in solitude.

Until late at night, I was woken up by the cold and wet sea breeze. I only felt a tingling pain in my throat. I realized that I had caught a cold in this sudden cooling night. There was the sound of rain hitting the glass.

I hurried back to the house, boiled a pot of boiling water for myself, lay down under the quilt and drank it, and then listened to the rustling of the curtains in the dull pain, and when I turned around, I found my own shadow also fell Swaying left and right on the curtains, everything in this room looks so comfortable, but the world outside the house has long been in a frenzy and is becoming more and more difficult to grasp. At this time, a lightning flashed in the sky, and everyone Everything that can be felt is trembling in the sound of thunder...

I took off the watch on my wrist, picked up the pack of Marlboro cigarettes from the bed cabinet, and then took out one and put it in my mouth. When the lighter flame burst out, the whole room seemed to shake even more, shaking out the essence of this world. Manic and restless...but I'm getting calmer.

I picked up the phone and swiped open the screen... A seemingly inadvertent relationship just happened between my fingers... After half a year, I was here again I received an email from the name "betsy" in the mailbox, yes "betsy" is Mi Cai.

  My breath became disordered, and I opened this email after clicking twice with my fingers...

"Dear you, I have read your letter, you must be very surprised, why I saw that letter when I was not in the United States, thanks to Brother Mo Zishi, who forwarded this letter to Me, in fact, I have been in touch with him all the time, and I also know that when he was in China, he always asked you to go on blind dates...Speaking of it: he has no malice towards you or me, He used this method to test you time and time again, but it turned out that you did not do something that made me feel sad because of being alone, so I am very grateful to brother Mo Zishi. Resist the temptation, you gradually mature, which allows me to live in the United States with peace of mind... However, I left the United States two months ago, and I have to leave for a while because my condition is not very good, I really need a trip that is not limited by time to relax myself!... This ongoing trip makes me feel very comfortable and enjoyable, so don't worry about me, and I hope that the current You enjoy life more than I do... By the way, there is a photo of me when I was traveling at the bottom of the letter. It seems that I am a little fatter than before I left. There is no way, you know that people will understand Fat ones, if you don’t like them, I’ll find a way to lose them back in the future...Also, I’m also sorry to hear from you in your letter that the Trojan horse in front of the convenience store has been demolished, but It's just a pity, because I think we will have a better future, and we don't have to trap ourselves in the little happiness in the past. This is very short-sighted... Sigh! Looking back and writing to you I really can’t compare this letter with yours. Maybe I was not born with a talent for sensationalism. I feel that my expression is as plain as boiled water, but I almost cried when I read your letter, because I always think of you and me. Although that funny old man Li was talking and laughing by the moat, he was extremely lonely in his heart, and I can't do anything for your loneliness!..."

  Before I finished reading this letter, I felt tears rolling in my eyes, and finally let go of my tugging heart, and finally my eyes fell on the photo that was sent with the letter.

I saw her familiar but unfamiliar face again. In the photo, she was wearing a white sun hat and red sunglasses. Behind her was the sea and blue sky. She was smiling, just as she said In that way, she really got fatter, but it didn't affect her beauty, on the contrary, it made me really feel at ease, because she is fat because of her heart. Maybe, she is now better than the one who stayed with me in Xuzhou. That she is lighter and happier...

I hope she will come back sooner, because I have to have her by my side to be happy...and a simple trip can't save me, so I always feel that in the relationship between me and Mi Cai In the middle, I fell deeper, and she is more free and easy than me, but this kind of imbalance is nothing, as long as she is sure that she will return to me, everything is not so important!

  .......

After receiving this reply letter from Mi Cai, my hanging heart was finally relieved, and I began to put all my energy on my career again. I even lost the perception of time, until one day people on the street Putting on thick coats, I realized that the world had bid farewell to summer and ushered in a season called autumn.

  In the evening of this day, Cao Jinfei and I went to the airport in Shanghai together, we were going to welcome Le Yao and Robben back, yes! After Le Yao went to the United States for the fourth time to persuade her, Robben, who was so twisted and twisted, finally agreed to return to China with her, ending the life of drifting in the United States for nearly a year. They will get off the plane at around 6 o'clock .

While waiting, Cao Jinfei and I were chatting. We first chatted about the game that will be launched soon, and then we talked about cc, a woman who has not heard from me for too long. He asked me: "I heard that cc has been released. Married, aren't you?"

   "It's over! Do you have any doubts when you ask me that?"

   "I just think: Since she is married, she should come back to see you old friends. After all, the relationship between you has surpassed friendship. It is not too much to say that it is family! Right?"

   "I don't know what she thinks, maybe we don't know her well enough, but I also think it's time for her to come back and take a look!"

Cao Jinfei nodded, he just took it as a topic for chatting, he was more concerned about how long he would have to wait to receive Le Yao, so he raised his hand to check the time, but I really missed him Looking at cc, I still remember that she once said that when she really forgot about this relationship with Robben, she will come back and take a look... From this point of view, either she broke her promise, or She hasn't completely let go of this relationship yet.

Finally, Cao Jinfei and I saw Robben and Le Yao walking side by side. At this time, Robben had short hair, but he still loved jackets and Martin boots. The guitar on his back also showed that Le Yao Yao's persuasion was very successful this time, and Robben, who is known as the new godfather of rock and roll, will set off a violent storm in the music world again.

  .......

On the night when Robben came back, I hosted a banquet for all the friends who were still in Suzhou. During the dinner, Robben and I sat together. We drank wine as usual and talked about some topics about the future. He told me: this time he doesn't want to sign with any record company, he wants to form his own team, be an independent musician, and strive to hold a venue-level concert within a year...

  I am very happy with his decision. Dang even expressed his full support for him to accomplish this goal, and he and I also reached another consensus. We will hold 6 small tour concerts on the road of literature and art this year.

After the dinner was over, I stood by the parking lot and waited for the driver to pick up the car, but found that Yan Yan was crouching by the flower pond and vomited, so I hurried over and asked Qin Yan who was beside her: "Why did she vomit? Didn't you see her drinking just now?..."

Qin Yan had a hesitant expression on his face, and Yan Yan, who had regained her strength, patted her chest and said to me: "Zhaoyang, I'm sorry, I should have told you the news as soon as possible, but I'm worried about you I will blame... Uh, Qin Yan and I didn't take good contraceptive measures, I'm pregnant!... I know that we should be more cautious when the advertising company needs me so much, but Still... I'm really sorry!"

When I heard the news of Yan Yan's pregnancy, I felt a burst of complicated emotions. It wasn't because I was afraid that it would affect my work, but I just lamented that the world is impermanent. After all, Yan Yan was pregnant for another man besides Fang Yuan. If it was in the past, I would not dare to believe it if I was killed, but now it is a very logical thing...

  Perhaps, Yan Yan's decision not to give birth to Fang Yuan's child was correct, otherwise she would not have the sweet life she is with Qin Yan now, yes! They are really sweet, so sweet that no one will believe that Yan Yan will secretly think of Fang Yuan, the man who has been with her for nearly ten years in the middle of the night.

  ...

   It’s another late night after working overtime at the company. I tucked my clothes against the cool autumn night wind and prepared to eat a little supper on the street......

I went into a steamed stuffed bun shop, ordered my favorite Xiaolongbao and soy milk as usual, and then inadvertently saw Fangyuan squatting next to the trash can and throwing up. He seemed to be drinking too much, and he was dangling after vomiting. Crossing the road, he was almost hit by a truck in the middle, but he still didn’t know how to be afraid, and he still ran the red light and walked towards the street on my side. Finished beer cans...

Afterwards, I saw Mi Lan who came in a hurry. They tugged at first, and then quarreled again. In the excitement of emotions, Mi Lan even ignored the people coming and going on the street, and raised her leather bag and threw it on Fang Yuan's body several times Next, Fang Yuan was patient at first, and then couldn't bear it anymore, snatched the leather bag from Mi Lan's hand, and smashed it on the ground, all kinds of cosmetics inside were scattered all over the floor, and several of them had been shattered into pieces... .

Mi Lan squatted on the ground and cried bitterly, but Fang Yuan ignored him and walked unsteadily to another block... I saw a kind of loneliness caused by unsatisfactory life in his back, but I don't know the root of his loneliness. Now he can be described as proud of his career, because the renamed Wansen Group has officially entered the field of e-commerce, which Mi Cai was unable to do when he was in office. to the thing!