MTL - Quickly Wear the Face of the Devil-Chapter 156 15.1
Xue Zixuan Fanwai:
Because of the death of her sister, Xue Zixuan knew that she was a monster. That year he was eleven years old. In order to participate in the Chopin International Piano Competition, he stayed in the piano room every day. He remembered that one day, the mother came in and choked. "Zi Xuan, your sister died, go see her."
When he walked out of the piano room, he found that the family had already arranged the hall. The younger sister, who was under one year old, was lying in a small coffin, wrapped in a brand new pimple. She had hemolysis in her life, and after a few months of treatment, she still went. The mother groaned and cried on the Lingtai. She shouted at the name of her sister, and her father’s eyes were red and silent, and his expression was equally sad. Xue Zixuan touched his heart and found it calm. He could not feel their grief or integrate into the family. When they were busy with their sister's illness, he didn't even ask if he asked.
"You look at her! What is your expression? Don't you feel sad?" The mother apparently discovered his anomaly, pressing him in a small coffin and letting him and his dead sister Vision. He stared at her indifferently, his eyes dry, and after a long time, the mother let go, and looked at him with a new, strange look.
After burying her sister, the mother took him to visit a psychiatrist, and since then he has started treatment for five years. He slowly accepted the fact that he was a monster with no empathy. Such a person could not understand the feelings of others, and did not understand what is sad and what is joy. He sneered at it because he knew that music can make him feel sad and make him feel happy. In the world of music, he is complete.
But many years later, when the fateful person appeared, he realized what it meant to be true integrity. Before that, his world was black and white, like a jumping piano key. After that, the most beautiful color in the world flooded into his world with his arrival. It was the erosion he never experienced. beautiful.
The mother suffered from depression and even a suicidal tendency. In order to help her relieve her condition, her father adopted a baby girl. But unfortunately, when the baby girl was three years old, he was diagnosed with congenital heart disease. Because Xue Jia has already died of a daughter, this daughter can not give up anyway. For this reason, parents treat her at all costs. Xue Zixuan has understood that he is different from ordinary people and has learned to cover up. Even if he had no feelings for this sister, he barely accepted her closeness, and for this purpose he got the habit of wearing gloves, which was his last layer of defense.
When she showed her piano talent at the age of six, he began to look at her, thinking that she might be God in the Xue family. He is willing to teach all talented children and look forward to their growth. The country of music needs more people to maintain, because it is the only place that allows him to experience emotions, a bridge connecting the real world with his heart. If there is no music, he is like living in a vacuum, suffocating sooner or later.
When her sister grew to sixteen years old, her heart was gradually unable to load her increasingly mature body. When the father asked him to bring her twin brothers back to Xue's family, he understood what they were doing, but did not feel anything. My sister needs a healthy heart, someone can provide such a heart, and that's it.
He met the boy for the first time in the ruined earthen kiln. To be honest, it didn't feel good. He couldn't think of it anyway. The teenager who stood in front of him with a sallow skin would become his most beautiful dream, the most regrettable robbery. On the way back to Emperor, he did not say anything to him. After he was brought back to Xue, he told him in a cold and intimate tone. First, don't touch me. Second, don't call my brother. After all the dust settled, he often remembered this paragraph, and he felt that the bones were painful.
The teenager looked up, his black eyes were full of fear and confusion, and a few traces of water vapor smashed in the sly scorpion, as if he would cry at any time. Every night in the second half of his life, he dreamed of moving back to that point in time, holding him tightly into his arms and telling him in the most gentle tone. "You can, you can do anything to me, don't be afraid. ,I will protect you."
But the reality is that he didn't do anything for him. He threw him to the family who had speculation and left, until the tour ended and returned home, and found him playing in front of the piano. He couldn't believe that it was the first time the boy touched the piano. A song "Morning Morning" made him feel like the smell of Chaolu and Chenxi. The tiredness of the journey was scattered at that moment. For the first time, he saw the boy in his eyes and suddenly found out that he had a pair of extremely beautiful eyes. When he stared at the eyes, he seemed to be able to see another gorgeous world through his bottomless scorpion.
The world is so mysterious that I am fascinated by him. He began to teach young pianos, and he was never able to extricate himself. He was better than he had imagined. When he sat in front of the piano and danced his fingertips cheerfully, his gaze could not be removed from him. He is like a magnificent bridge, and like a tidal wave, breaking into his heart in an unstoppable posture.
Seeing the shackles of the young man's attachment, Xue Yu's knees whispering, he felt embarrassed, he hated why he was so indifferent to him, so that his heart turned away from him and turned to others. If he can be accompanied by him when he brings him back to Xue, listening to his jealousy and confusion, perhaps he will become the most important person in his life.
But this ‘may’ did not exist from the beginning. The crushing and utilization of the younger sister and family made him gradually realize that he brought him back for what he was. The teenager stood on the stage of the Golden Hall in Vienna and shocked the world with superb skills, and shattered his heart. The tears and sweat of the juvenile fell on the keys, and also fell into his heart, watering a seed called love, let it quickly sprout and grow. His ridiculous, desert-like barren heart was first filled with green vines and beautiful flowers. Each flower embodies the love and desire of the teenager.
The boy is a cute high note; it is the most beautiful melody; it is also the most touching love song. Through the juvenile, he first experienced the beauty and warmth of the real world. He took the stage and held him tightly in his arms, announcing to the world that he was his pride. If he can, he hopes that time will always stay in the moment they embrace.
The young man made his empty body grow out of his heart, pouring out blood and becoming a flesh-and-blood, perceptive person. However, there is a beautiful side in life, and naturally there is an ugly side. Leading the boy back to Xue's family, he suddenly realized that what they intended to bring him back.
The younger sister asked him if he didn't want her to live. This sentence made his blood condense into ice. He naturally wants her to live, but if the teenager can only choose one, she knows which one he will choose. He wanted to try to protect him, only to find that it was too late.
What the teenager seemed to find, escaped the Xue family overnight. He wants to pick him up and hopes that he will never come back. But as soon as he remembered that he was crouching in Xue Lu’s knees and squinting and smiling, he could not restrain his feelings. At that time, his eyes fell into countless stars, and they passed through one after another, forming an incomparable streamer. How much he hoped that one day, the streamer could cover him.
He endured for three days, and the thoughts in his heart made him almost crazy. When the father decided to pick up the boy, he was so contented and could not wait.
However, reality gives him the heaviest blow. The teenager had to be combined with Xue Yu. When he was still squatting, they had already reached a happy tomorrow. He didn't know how he got out of Xue House. From then on, he would wake up from a nightmare every day. Xue Yu discovered the conspiracy of Xue's family. His father was deeply panicked. He only cares if the teenager knows the truth. What he is most eager for is the love and concern of the teenager. The most fearful thing is the hatred of the teenager. However, he has not yet got his love, he may face his hatred.
Who will fall in love with someone who is trying to kill you? This is the original sin that he will never wash. He hid in the room, grabbed his heart hard, and clearly had a healthy body, but he realized the feeling of tearing heart and pain when his sister was sick. When the boy returned to Xue's family, every cell in his body was screaming, but he didn't have the courage to look at him.
He was afraid to see a little bit of disgust and resistance in the clear watery scorpion. It is like a knife that will cut his mind and even the soul into pieces. In the pain, he felt a little relief: if the boy left, he would not be hurt if he left. However, he underestimated his sister's determination and almost failed to stabilize the phone when he received the early warning message from the housekeeper.
He rushed home with the fastest speed, but it was still late. Seeing that the young man was cut open with a **** wound on his chest, his body seemed to have been cut again. When the police took him out, he found that the nightmare that was necessary to come every night became a reality. The young man hid behind Xue Yu and looked at him with a look of disgust and fear.
At that moment, all the green vines and beautiful flowers in his heart were withered, and it became ridiculous again. The **** wind blew from the nose, causing him to suffocate. In the moment he ducked down, he could have seen it, and the gorgeous and magnificent world was completely shut down. He has conceived that the happy future of countless times has become the desperation of invisible end. It was not until this moment that he discovered what it meant to lose a teenager.
It is a more terrible death than death.
The doctor told him that his hands might not be able to return to his previous state. But he didn't feel anything. The hands were ruined to save the teenager, so he thought he would have never been satisfied, and even stared at the **** bandage with gratitude. Before that, he didn't do anything for the teenager. After that, he was willing to give everything for him. He tried his best to cooperate with the police investigation and confessed in court. He looked at the plaintiff several times, hoping that the teenager could look at him, even with hateful eyes.
But he was disappointed after all, and the teenager’s dislike of him had reached the point where he even felt disgusted at him.
He bowed his head and told himself that it was so good, this is the retribution he deserved. Xue Jiaxuan, Xue’s consortium was annexed by Xue Yu, some assets were used to offset the debt, and some assets were used to compensate the young’s mental loss. Xue Zixuan was the world's top pianist and had considerable savings. He refused the agent's suggestion to sell the mansion. Living here at least can look at the youngsters at least far away, live elsewhere, and they will never meet again in this life.
Now he can be regarded as a ruin, his family is broken, his hands are difficult to hold the pen because of the ligament break, not to mention playing. If he used to, he would not be able to face such a desperate situation, but now he is quite calm, because he is forgiving. He seems to have lost everything, but only he knows that the love that burns in the heart is not reduced by one point. Instead, it grows stronger with the passage of time, which is enough to support his strong life. . He sat in front of the TV and stared at him and Ivanov's performance.
After the murder, he was called the genius of suffering by the world. His amazing talent and frustrating life made everyone crazy about his love. In fact, he does deserve this love. His performance was wonderful, and the audience of the audience stood up and applauded him. Many of the invited veterans even burst into tears. After a long time, the figure of the teenager has long disappeared on the screen. Xue Zixuan wiped out the already cold tears and walked to the desk, which would fill the entire chest, and the flame-like love was drawn into notes.
He revised it over and over again, and spent the entire five-year time spectrum writing this "forever", with a sly and excited mood sent to a teenager who has grown into a master of music, no, it should be a youth. He is as beautiful as ever, and his clear and bright eyes have not changed. He is acting more and more low-key, and often does not see people for a year or two. Unless he performs a major performance, he will not show up. Xue Yu cured his legs. Every time he took his shoulders and walked through the bustling crowd with a protective posture. He also reached out and hugged his waist, and his smile was particularly satisfying. The outside world has different opinions on the relationship between the two, but they dare not describe it too much.
Xue Zixuan collected all the photos that the two were photographed by the media, cut off half of Xue Yu and made a photo album. The belief that supports him to live is - perhaps one day, the person will play "forever" as a memorial to his love. But Xue Zixuan and so on for a lifetime, after all, did not wait. He was lying on the bed, a wrinkled hand with a needle in his back and a ventilator on his nose.
He took off the ventilator and took a hard breath. The line of sight began to blur, and he seemed to be back to the beginning. The young man stepped on the muddy path and walked to the broken cave. He saw the face full of dirt, and the eyes were more shining than the stars. I can't help but smile. He walked over and ignored the boy in his arms and kissed his forehead with the most sincere gesture. He sighed, "I am coming, I will protect you in this world. Let us start again?"
The young man nodded ignorantly, and his darkness clearly reflected his figure.
In the illusion of dreams, Xue Zixuan left the world with satisfaction.
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When Zhou Yunqi woke up, he was smashed by the repairing liquid and coughed and climbed out of the induction cabin. This time he was in a coma for twenty-seven hours, and the medical staff kept him for a moment.
"There is progress, but I need to go in a few more times." He quickly dressed, opened the worried marshal and several generals, and headed for Orr's ward.
"What are you doing?" Jeram Yasai is bending over and playing with the medical instruments of Orr. It seems to be very interested in the ventilator and staring at the research for a long time. Zhou Yunyu walked in with a sullen face and opened a chair to sit on the bedside.
"Who are you?" Jeram asked.
"You don't need to know." Zhou Yunyi pushed the door open and told a passing nurse to "move my sensory cabin to the ward."
They had already explained that they had met all the requirements of the 'martyr'. The nurses did not ask much. They quickly reported the superiors and moved the induction cabin. Then they installed monitoring equipment in every corner of the room and dispatched medical staff. Take care of the shift in twenty-four hours. Jeram was caught unprepared by this change, and he left with a few words of a soldier in charge of guarding.
Zhou Yunxuan excuses to take a break and drive people away. This is to remove the earrings embedded in the earlobe of Orsay. He is very secretive. From the surveillance, he only feels that he touched the corner of General Orr. But it is not out of place. The EEG emits an active sound, and even Ol's fingertips tremble, which is a sign of brain recovery. Zhou Yunxuan retracted the earrings and waved the monitor. "Be prepared, I have to enter the star network again."
“So fast? You just had a rest for an hour.” The doctor frowned and looked at the watch.
"Everyone is suffering, I have no right to rest. Let's get started."
The juvenile demeanor made the experts feel moved, and watched him re-enter the induction cabin.
Due to the data regression and disorder in the Queen's database, Zhou Yunqi did not know which reincarnation he was about to enter, so he left some energy in 008 to use it in a critical situation. Not yet blinking, there was a faint amber scent on the nose, and some people even swept the fan and sent a cool breeze.
"The emperor, are you awake? Then you will have a meal." Seeing his slightly twitching eyelashes, a gentle voice rang in the ear.
emperor? Zhou Yunyi quickly recalled the days when he had been an emperor, and clarified the context of the world by the familiar voice of women. Very good, the last life of seven or eight years, the tortoise king eight, this world can finally collect debt. He opened his black eyes and looked at the woman on the couch. He saw a face that turned the country down and turned the lives of all beings.
This is his most beloved nephew. No, it should be said that it is the son of the most loved destiny of the world consciousness and villain system - Zhao Bizhen, watching her tender facial features and luxurious robes, this time she should have been booked as a noble In the first year, when she was 16 years old, she was 16 years old. She was still a half-large child in modern times. She has been in the palace for three years. In the first year, she was beaten into the cold house because she did not want to provoke the emperor. In the second year, he precipitated in the cold palace; in the third year, he fought back and attacked, relying on a face of a gorgeous crown and a gentle and delicate character to crown the six palaces, and gave birth to two emperors for the emperor.
Zhou Yunqi is the supreme ruler of this great Qi Empire, Zhao Bijun’s husband. He is a gay, only likes a strong man who doesn't like a woman. He also knows that he can't really love Zhao Bizhen, but the villain system has repeatedly sent him the task of petting Zhao Bizhen, so that he will be able to raise her position again and again. After the birth of the second emperor, she has been promoted to the noble of a product, given the title of Huiyi, on behalf of the six palaces, after the death of the Yuan has not been established, it can be said that the pyramid is the character.
I don’t know how many women hated her in the harem, but she couldn’t help her because of Zhou’s maintenance.
"Putting food." Zhou Yunyi was dressed and dressed. This body name is Qi Yining, 27 years old this year. From the bronze mirror, the eyebrows are flying, the face is like a crown jade, the handsome is unparalleled, because of the martial arts since childhood, there is a strong and flexible body, chest muscles, abdominal muscles, mermaid. The line is just as much. The prince was dubbed the first beauty of Daqi, and he was very fond of him. He even raised his identity and raised him in the Queen, which is now the name of the Queen Mother. Zhou Yunqi was the body that Zhao Biyun took over three years ago when he entered the palace. Looking at Zhao Biyu's luxurious wear and the magnificent palace, the task seems to be done well.
Zhou Yunxuan raised his hand and let Zhao Bizhen help him to wear a belt, faintly open, "Singer?"
"He just drank milk, and he was asleep at this moment. If the emperor wanted to see him, I would let the milk custard come over." Zhao Bizhen did not intend to wake the child, but spoke. In the past, Qi Weining, who was especially fond of their mother and son, would rather refuse, but today he nodded, "Bring it over."
Zhao Bizhen only sent a palace girl to the partial hall after a flash of light. After a while, the milk-carrying child was holding the crying child across the door. She immediately pleaded guilty and said that she had awakened the little prince.
"No problem, let the hug hold a hug." Zhou Yunxuan held the second emperor under the age of one in his arms, gently caressing his cheeks. The child's eyebrows are similar to his five or six points. When he grows up, he must also be a handsome and gentleman, but his body is filled with blood from another person.
Yes, this child is not a species of Zhou Yunzhen. If it wasn’t for the carelessness in the cold palace, how could Zhao Bizhen’s so arrogant figure put his body down to lure him? The second father’s father was not someone else, but he was Zhou Yun’s half-brother and his younger brother, and the Queen’s son, Prince Gong, was married. If Qi Diyu was just two years old when the first emperor died, could this emperor turn to Qi Yining or two? Although he was adopted by the Queen Mother, his mother was only a small 庶 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 嫔妃 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。
Because he was close to the Queen Mother and easy to control, the Queen Mother united his mother, the Yasukuni, to push him to God. However, Qi Junning is the master of playing pigs and eating tigers. In the past three years, he has got rid of the control of the Queen Mother and became the veritable master of the Daqi Empire. With status and rights, it is always perfect to add some stories about the wind and snow. Therefore, Zhou Yunqi came, and under the control of the villain system, Qi Ning ran wildly on the silly fork road where the beauty does not love Jiangshan until it was captured by Prince Gong. And with a sword and a dagger, I can understand that I have been a tortoise king for the rest of my life.
Although the love of Zhao Bizhen is only forced by the system, but which man can suffer this humiliation? This time, Zhou Yunyi must be the daughter of the pair of dogs. There was a variety of dark thoughts in his heart, and his gesture of touching the child became more and more gentle.
Zhao Bixiao smiled and looked at ‘father and son’, which seemed to be very happy.
