MTL - Zerg’s Favorite Protagonist-Chapter 149 150
Because of the cold, Song Bai was restless.
The cup of warm water stood quietly on the table. It was already dried by Sardin, but Song Bai never moved. He just immersed himself in his work and watched the water get cold.
When the work was all done, he had no excuse to escape it.
This thought made Song Bai's breathing a little stagnant.
Song Bai looked at his right hand. The tiger's mouth on his right hand was still wrapped in gauze, and a little dark red seeped out. In the afternoon, Sardin complained when he changed his dressing.
This hand, in a place where Sardin could not see, continued to hold the pen for three days, and the force was a little relaxed now.
He was too gaffe, lost his former reason.
Aware of this thought, Song Bai's sense of departure became a little sober.
At night, people are easily invaded by sadness and annoyance. He must have thought too much. Song Bai curved his lips, trying to soothe himself, trying his best to ignore the dull and noisy heartbeat in his chest.
He got up and stretched his waist, took a shower, and returned to the bedroom.
No lights were turned on in the bedroom, and only scattered moonlight filtered through the tulle-like curtains, casting cool shadows on the bedding, forming dark rolling mountains.
Under the cold and faint moonlight, Sardin lay on his side on the bed, with the quilt covering him, a small hill bulging up and down with the owner's slight breathing.
Together, a volt.
Rise again, fall again.
Rise again, fall again.
Song Bai couldn't remember how many times he counted, his feet seemed to be rooted, firmly nailed to the ground.
Just thinking about the person lying on the bed who had the closest relationship with him, every time he looked at him, he was thinking of others.
Just thinking about it, he felt that his heart was cut in half.
Half blood, half ice.
He is like a heartbroken lover because his lover doesn't love him, and like a cold and ruthless spectator.
The bedroom that used to be intimate and sweet, is now filled with boundless darkness, shrouding his body, strangling his throat, unable to move, unable to breathe.
Unable to call for help.
"Why are you standing there? Why don't you come up!" On the bed, Sadin sat up at some point. He was wearing pajamas and patted the side of the bed that belonged to Song Bai with his hands. In the moonlight, he could see his angry eyes clearly. .
Song Bai hummed, he walked quickly to the side of the bed, sat on his side with his back to Sadin, he looked down and saw his two slippers on the floor, they were hidden in the darkness, like they had taken root.
Sardin tugged at his clothes from behind, a tiny pimple formed on his back, and Sardin's angry but aggrieved voice: "You have been in that shabby study for three days! What's so good, you can't even eat. Don't come out with me!"
Sadin has never suffered such grievances. He has been the heir of the Xiao family since he was a child. Xiao En treats him a little more severely, but he is still the favorite child of the male father Jing Shan, not to mention the doctors and Lieutenant General Qi. spoil.
He has always been raised in a honeypot.
Song Bai loves him, loves him, and pets him. These things are overwhelming, and when any of them disappear, it is extremely unbearable.
Song Bai never responded.
Sadin wanted to make trouble with him, he bit his lip, endured his grievance, turned over, fell back on the bed, pulled up the quilt and covered it with red eyes, turned his back and ignored Song Bai as if in a fit of anger.
"Sadin." A voice sounded in the dark night.
Sardin heard a hoarse voice, and then the other side of the bed sank slightly. He knew that Song Bai had come to bed.
Song Bai stretched out his arms, like they used to, trying to hug Sardin, but was hit with an elbow by Sardin, Song Bai felt that his elbow was sore and numb.
Sardin had used up his strength. If it was someone else, his bones would have been broken by this time.
Song Bai was restless for three days, as if he saw a glimmer of hope, a glimmer of hope that told him that Sadin had feelings for him. In a hurry, despite Sardin's weak and restrained resistance, he took him back into his arms, buried his face on Sardin's shoulder, and said hoarsely, "Sardin."
"Yeah." Sardin was still angry, but still reluctantly returned to him.
Sadin waited for a long while, but Song Bai still didn't mean to explain.
"Song Bai! Let me go," Sadin shouted, trying to scare him, but he didn't expect much effort, and easily broke free from Song Bai's embrace.
what happened?
Song Baiming knew that he liked being held by him, and would always hug him tightly when he was sleeping. Sometimes, when he woke up during the day, it would take a lot of effort for Sadin to get out of Song Bai's arms. However, why was Song Bai's strength so light this time?
Doubt arose in Sadin's heart. He sat up and turned on the wall lamp. At the moment when the lamp was turned on, the panic on Song Bai's face that he had not had time to put back came into his eyes.
"What's wrong with you, you have a fever again? It's not like that," Sardin put his hand on his forehead, got up again, stepped on his slippers, and went to find a thermometer.
Just as he was about to leave, his hand was pulled by Song Bai, and Sadin looked back with strength, and saw that Song Bai's whole person revealed an indescribable vulnerability.
Song Bai's heart was uneasy, his mind was in a mess, he wanted to ask the truth, but he didn't want to ask anything. He just hoped that everything would be as it is now, and that Sardin would still love him tenderly and considerately, and only love him.
no one else.
"What's the matter with you?" Sadin knelt on the bed and probed Song Bai's head with his hand again, making sure that he was really fine, and said, "It's not what the lieutenant general said, it scared you stupid?"
Thinking of Song Bai's strange behavior in the past three days, Sardin became more and more certain of this guess. He wanted to laugh, but he was afraid of hurting Song Bai's fragile self-esteem.
He kicked off his slippers, got on the bed, leaned against the head of the bed, next to Song Bai, tucked himself into Song Bai's arms, and comforted him: "Don't worry, Uncle Qi is just talking hard, he can't be. What's wrong with you, don't say that he is banned now, even if Uncle Qi can really move around, he still knows that you are my husband, and he won't really do anything to you."
In Sardin's memory, Uncle Qi has always been a person who does not pretend to be false. He likes it, and hates it. Even if he sometimes said something very exaggerated, he was angry. When he calmed down, he would come back to the other party. Apologize.
"He's not a bad person," Sardin defended Lieutenant General Qi, saying, "If there is any misunderstanding between you, next time you will make it clear in person and solve it..."
His words seemed to touch Song Bai's sleeping nerves, and Song Bai suddenly said, "Just make it clear, will you?"
Sadin held Song Bai's hand, blinked his eyes, looked at him in surprise, and said, "If there is a contradiction, make it clear, isn't this what you taught me?"
Song Bai seemed to remember something. He smiled. Indeed, he used to teach Sardin to make it clear, but now it is Sardin who taught him.
When it came to the relationship between him and Sardin, he was completely panicked.
"Sadin, do you really love him at first sight, I mean the original male worm Song Bai?"
The smile on Sadin's face faded, and he even loosened his grip on Song Bai.
"Why did you mention this?" Sardin's voice was slightly cold.
He knew that Song Bai didn't want to start liquidating the account between him and the male worm Song Bai, but was simply asking, but this couldn't resist the turbulence in Sadin's heart.
Before Song Bai came, he and the male worm Song Bai had been married for a year, and even almost had a child.
Now, he tried his best to put aside the model of a model female monarch and insisted on calling Song Bai's name instead of the hero because he wanted to get rid of all that.
However, now, Song Bai easily brought it up again.
Song Bai realized that he had asked a stupid question, "If you don't like it, we won't talk about it—"
"It's nothing," Sardin interrupted Song Bai's words, he raised his head, his eyes were calm, and said, "As long as you don't mind, I don't care."
Sardin said so, but leaned closer to Song Bai's arms. Song Bai knew that Sardin was uneasy.
However, he did not stop Sardin from speaking, he was too eager to know the answer.
"Yes, it was love at first sight." Song Bai felt a little cold around him when he heard Sardin say this.
"Did you fall in love with him because of his appearance?" Song Bai's voice was dry because of his nervousness.
"Yes," Sardin nodded lightly.
The sword of Damocles fell off his head, and Sardin might really be looking through him!
Song Bai felt that it was too cold, but he heard Sardin sneer and said, "It's not."
As if seeing a ray of hope for life-saving straws, Song Bai asked, "What does 'no' mean?"
His overly eager look attracted a side glance from Sardin, "He's like a person in my dream, an uncle who hugged me."
…
"I was very squeamish when I was a child. Not long after I broke my shell, I had to be held by someone before I could sleep. When I put it down, I would cry constantly. The male father said that he didn't know how he gave birth to a female who likes to be held. Cub." Sardin smiled embarrassedly.
Song Bai knew that in the Zerg society, the idea that females were strong and independent and liked to be hugged was a sign of delicacy, not a quality a female should have. "and after?"
"Later, when I was four years old, I was given a booster. In order to train me, the female father ordered everyone in the family not to hold me in the future, not even the male father. He even gave me strict extra training," Sardin felt Song Bai Holding him tighter, he patted Song Bai's hand soothingly, and said, "One time I didn't finish my task, Lai refused to get up on the ground, and pretended to ask him to take me home, and the female father was angry. , after taking me home, he ordered me to kneel at the snowy gate, and said that if I didn't admit my mistake, I was not allowed to get up. At that time, he insisted on correcting my fault."
It was still snowing at that time, and his body that had been boosted made him less likely to get sick, but it couldn't stop him from being tired and hungry, but he stubbornly believed that he was right. He just loved being held and enjoying the care of others. What's wrong?
So, he knelt stubbornly, and the female father was also stubbornly waiting for him to apologize in the yard, working **** both sides.
Sardin was young at the time, and he was so tired that when he was so sleepy that he was about to fall asleep on the snow, he saw a man.
"He's tall and a little thin, but he doesn't look like a female or a male. Anyway, he walked straight towards me, and he held me in his arms while talking about the poor child."
Sardin narrowed his eyes like a cat and said, "It was so comfortable when he hugged me, I almost fell asleep."
"So, the male worm Song Bai who made you fall in love at first sight looks a lot like the uncle you met when you were young?" Song Bai asked.
"Yeah." Sardin nodded. He shrank his neck, because he was hugged by a stranger when he was a child, and he remembered the other person's appearance from then on. Twenty years later, he still fell in love with the person who looked like that uncle at first sight, which made him feel a little ashamed.
"So, you have the same feelings towards that uncle as you have towards me..." Song Bai hesitated.
"It's not the same!" Sardin interrupted him heavily, "I first fell in love with the male worm Song Bai, just because he was very similar to the uncle who hugged me, which made me feel safe. But you are different."
Sadin looked at Song Bai seriously, with a sincere light in his eyes, and said, "I only feel safe with that unfamiliar uncle. And you, make me feel," as if it was hard to explain, he posted In Song Bai's ear, he said, "You, let me have desire, I will want to hold you, watch you tightly, and no one can take it away from me."
These are all from that unfamiliar uncle, or the male worm Song Bai, and can't get it.
Song Bai exhaled heavily and hugged Sardin hard, making Sardin breathless.
"Song Bai, what's the matter with you..."
Song Bai's laughter came from Sardin's ear, and he kept muttering to himself, "I'm stupid, how could I think you're looking at someone else."
Sadin stared blankly at Song Bai, he suddenly realized that Song Bai didn't hurt his self-esteem because of Uncle Qi!
He turned to his side, threw Song Bai down suddenly, pushed Song Bai onto the bed, and shouted viciously, "You actually think I don't like you! I don't like you! What are you thinking about!"
He made a gesture to beat Song Bai, Song Bai's chest heaved violently, laughter wave after wave, he opened his arms and put Sardin in his arms, carefully avoiding his abdomen.
Sadin's head was on Song Bai's shoulder, and he just made a gesture to hit his hand, and softly clings to Song Bai's shoulder.
Sadin suddenly stood up again. He took Song Bai's hand and checked it under the light with vigilance. After finding a little blood on it, he became angry again, "You need to let it scab! Instead of holding the **** pen all the time. ."
"Tomorrow morning, give me the key to your study, and I will lock that place, so as not to let you go in alone and think about it." Sardin said through gritted teeth.
Song Bai rubbed his hair and said with a smile, "Yes."
Knowing that Sardin was just missing the stranger he met at the age of four, Song Bai felt much more relaxed.
For some unknown reason, Song Bai suddenly remembered the vaguely flashing figure in the alley when he was twenty years old when he rescued his sister.
How can these two things be related?
He shook his head and left it behind.
