Transmigration: I Have Storage Space in the Apocalypse-Chapter 379 - 375: Impossible to Change Her Perspective [Honor Roll+]

Chapter 379: Chapter 375: Impossible to Change Her Perspective [Honor Roll+]

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Regardless of how we look at it, Qi Chunlan has now redeemed her past misdeeds.

Now that she has truly been saved, regardless of whether Zhang Shan Ni, her biological daughter, can forgive Qi Chunlan’s past behavior, Yan Dongsheng can no longer remain angry with his wife.

"Chunlan, Lanlan, don’t be afraid, just answer the doctor’s questions properly," Yan Dongsheng urged Qi Chunlan kindly.

Strangely, upon hearing Yan Dongsheng’s voice, Qi Chunlan looked at him several times, and the fear in her eyes slowly began to fade.

Obviously, over twenty years of marital affection made Qi Chunlan very familiar with Yan Dongsheng’s voice. Even now, with her memory gone by seventy or eighty percent, the habits established over time had not been completely forgotten.

At least, as Yan Dongsheng continued to reassure and comfort her, she tilted her head and gazed at him with widening eyes, gradually showing a dependence in her gaze.

However, as the doctor’s questions increased, Qi Chunlan’s newly stabilized emotions became violently resistant again. She clasped her head, raised her head with bulging eyes, and as the doctor spoke, looked towards the people present—

Her eyes were very confused.

She held her head with both hands, uttering low cries of "Umm, ah," and pressed her hands forcefully on her throbbing temples while sharply screaming, "Ah, I can’t remember, who are you, who am I? Ouch, it hurts—"

"Chunlan, Chunlan, if you can’t remember, then don’t think about it anymore." Seeing Qi Chunlan’s self-harming actions, Yan Dongsheng quickly advised, "You are Chunlan, Chunlan... Lanlan!"

Then, Qi Chunlan pressed her arms on her head, her face turning ashen. Due to her agitation, she accidentally tugged at the wound in her abdomen, causing her face to turn pale with pain, "Ah, my stomach hurts so, so badly!!"

"Don’t press!" If Yan Dongsheng hadn’t been quick to catch his wife’s hands, Qi Chunlan’s hands would have pressed directly on the wound, which would have made her pain unbearable.

The onlookers all tensed up.

The doctor had been observing Qi Chunlan for almost an hour, assessing the expressions, looks, and small movements she showed after waking up.

Indeed, just as Zhang Shan Ni had thought, Qi Chunlan’s assessment was only equivalent to a twelve-year-old.

She was at an age innocent and unaware of many things.

Even if there were still some residual memories in her mind, they were too fragmented and incomplete, making her look puzzled, perplexed, and pained.

Upon seeing this, the hearts of the three Yan brothers were particularly heavy, and Yan Jinsi, the softest in nature, had not stopped crying since learning his mother no longer recognized him.

Yan Jinsi lay in his older brother’s arms, sobbing quietly, "Mom, mom..."

Not only Yan Jinsi was crying; even Yan Jinchang and Yan Jinhao had tear stains on their faces, but they expressed their emotions differently than Yan Jinsi, silently shedding tears.

Seeing that Qi Chunlan’s emotions were overly agitated, after consulting with Yan Dongsheng, the doctor administered a sedative to her. Qi Chunlan finally began to go limp, and combined with excessive blood loss, after a while, she fell asleep again.

This commotion definitely did not bode well for the Yan Family’s mood.

Before Qi Chunlan woke up, the family had been eagerly hoping for her recovery. But now that she had woken up and shown such impaired memory, acting like a pure and naive child, it was genuinely difficult for them to accept.

"Sister~" Seeing this outcome, Yan Jinsi beseechingly looked at his older sister and whined.

Indeed, there was no other option left; Yan Jinsi could only hope that his sister still had a way to cure their mother’s illness.

If he had known that his illness would make his mother sick, causing his sister to suffer, he truly would have preferred to die earlier.

That way, he wouldn’t have burdened his family, nor would his mother have to go through this madness over and over again.

In the eyes of the Yan Family, Qi Chunlan’s constant requests were only hoping that Yan Jinsi could get better and become normal.

Perhaps her obsession was too strong, which caused her nature to change drastically?

Zhang Shan Ni knew what her brother meant by calling her, but the issue of the brain had always been very delicate, and the medicines she had could not improve intelligence or repair it.

Anyway, when it comes to brain issues, it has always been something that mankind wants to study and break through.

Zhang Shan Ni looked steadily at Yan Jinsi, who was losing composure, and shook her head firmly, knowing this was something she truly couldn’t do.

If she really had a way to fix the memory in the brain, then she would be a real god.

"Wuu wuu~~" Seeing his sister’s helpless expression, Yan Jinsi suddenly burst into a sorrowful cry.

Yan Xiqing felt uneasy, seeing his grandson cry so heartbrokenly, he knew he was too emotional, and he gave a look to his elder grandson, who shook his head.

Yan Jinsi’s emotions are indeed a bit agitated, but it’s only by venting his suppressed feelings that he can effectively clear his oppressed thoughts.

This kind of thing, one can only realize by themselves, no one else can help.

Because Yan Jinhao himself felt this way, he now especially understood his younger brother’s feeling of ’helplessness and sorrow’.

After all, emotions are personal, no one can replace them.

Zhang Shan Ni noticed that Yan Xiqing’s eyes also carried tears, her heart equally couldn’t get relief.

Qi Chunlan was evil towards her, but to the Yan Family, it was still tolerable.

Although Zhang Shan Ni had never officially confronted Yan Xiqing, this grandfather she knew was a respected old revolutionary worth of respect for his contribution to national affairs.

Just for this reason, Zhang Shan Ni couldn’t bring herself to be harsh towards the old man. Seeing his pale face, her dislike for Qi Chunlan, who was in a coma, lessened a bit.

But to forgive Qi Chunlan, she couldn’t undertake such a saintly act. Sometimes understanding doesn’t necessarily mean forgiveness.

Anyway, Zhang Shan Ni, in this lifetime, could never see Qi Chunlan in a better light.

Even if Qi Chunlan got injured and infected because she was saving her, Zhang Shan Ni couldn’t forget the malice Qi Chunlan had towards her and her children.

For this reason, she would never forgive her in her lifetime.

As for living peacefully, Zhang Shan Ni glanced at the Yan Family and expressed privately: Heh.

For her personal safety, she still insisted that it was easy to meet, but hard to get along.

Then, Yan Jinsi cried until he passed out, Zhang Shan Ni’s heart skipped a beat, then gradually settled down.

Yan Jinsi’s loss of control worsened everyone in the Yan Family’s mood.

This was something Zhang Shan Ni was also helpless about.

From a rational standpoint, it was indeed necessary to let her brother fully vent his suppressed emotions, which would help ease his heart.

However, Yan Jinsi’s heart couldn’t calm down due to his deep self-blame and guilt.

Even though his emotional breakdown led to fainting, which worried the Yan Family, at the same time, they all breathed a sigh of relief that sleep might help.

Listening to his desperately sad crying was truly, heartbreakingly painful.