POSSESSION: The Hidden Omega In All Alphas' Academy [BL]-Chapter 133: I Am In Love With You ^^
Chapter 133: Chapter 133: I Am In Love With You ^^
Followed by a brief anticipated silence in between those two young wounded hearts wrapped in each other’s embrace, Zenith could feel his rising anxiety while talking about his old scars miraculously calming down from the effect of Kylian’s soothing sweet pheromones that had filled the entire room.
Nuzzling his face on his back while hearing the sound of Kylian’s thumping heartbeat too, a soft small smile curved his lips as Zenith continued.
"My mother was a very beautiful singer, Kyle. Her songs always used to make me feel comforted as if I would be teleported into a fairytale world just hearing her voice. She was a very lovable person...who deserved the whole world, only if she hadn’t met my bastard father..."
His soft tone shuffled into a bitter one when Zenith muttered in a hefty pitch, "My mother always deeply loved him, despite knowing that Alphas can never be each other’s fated pair. In my eyes, she was the strongest woman I ever saw...but now that I look behind at the past, it feels wrong for me to assume she was the strongest one.
"Mom couldn’t stand this painful betrayal and committed suicide, leaving me, her small child all alone in this cruel, ruthless world where I was forced to witness my Father publicly accepting that damn omega as his partner after he completely shunned my mother’s existence. I utterly despise this man from the core of my heart...but somehow I was never able to come out of the void of darkness I was thrown into after Mom’s death. Painful traumas haunted me every night, turning me into an addict who had to rely on drugs and sleep to get just a night of sleep.
"I just can’t accept the fact that I was too powerless to do anything for my Mom at that time, and that’s why, once I hit puberty, I completely spiraled out of my dad’s control, forcing him to watch me become a devilish brat whom he would never be able to have under his grasp! Not only resorting to means of destroying myself, I started bullying every weak and puny people I encountered in life, especially if they were omegas...because...that damn woman who played the role of a victim after my Mom chose to kill herself was also a fuckin’ weak omega... ƒreewebηoveℓ.com
"That’s why, I came to detest the existence of omegas...and never thought I would ever bother to look at any of them... Until, I found you."
Along the soft quivering in his sad voice, Kylian also felt his tears were soaking his shirt on the back, which made him feel baffled to realize Zenith actually chose to lay his bare heart open before Kylian today!
And this would have been impossible if he hadn’t considered Kylian as someone special to him...even if it was a little bit!
Wrapping his hands tighter and sniffing his soft pheromones, a soft smile curved his lips when Zenith conversed, with the tears streaming down his pained dark eyes, "You make me feel to be the better person, someone...who could be worthy to stand beside you, Kyle. I won’t lie...when I first discovered your heat, I had assumed the possibility of you playing a victim card against Alphas...which the worthless omegas have always done in this society.
"But you proved me wrong. Your tough resilience, your never-giving-up attitude, and your strong willing power to not break down even though your whole world was shaken by the transition...it made me realize I was very wrong to have been so biased towards the other omegas until now. You were different from everyone I met, and you taught me to use my strength for the sake of protecting someone weaker than me...instead of turning their life into a hellish pit. You reminded me of this long-lost preaching which my Mom used to say to me..."
BA-DUMP! BA-DUMP!
Along with his heartfelt words, the sound of both their loud heartbeats was echoing vibrantly inside the small room, whenever Zenith briefly paused. Their scents mixing with each other to give off a beautiful aroma was making Kylian feel very relieved from inside, as if this was the kind of solace he was longing for since the whole time Zenith didn’t show up around him.
As if...within this short span of time, Kylian was already addicted to this comforting warmth whenever Zenith clinged onto him like this.
But exhaling another heavy huff of breath, while sensing strong palpitations running down his chest, Zenith blatantly urged, "I don’t understand how is it possible but your scent makes me calm down whenever I am stressed. Your scent even helps me to fall asleep, which is nothing but a divine miracle for me! Kyle, do you know just the thought of losing you from my sight riles me up with this uneasiness flaring inside me! I don’t know...is this separation anxiety?
"All these emotions that I am experiencing with you for the first time are unfamiliar to me, Kyle. Until now I had multiple partners because I could never bring myself to imagine a forever with someone... But now that I am with you, my heart feels content, as if I don’t want anything else from the world...as long as I have you.
His voice shivered with nervousness, making every word imply the depth he wanted to portray before Kylian.
Followed by another big exhale, Zenith hugged him tightly from behind while he uttered, "I am too awkward and clumsy when it comes to describing my emotions...and I also feel guilty after all the things I have done to you in the beginning...but still, I feel like at this point, my heart is going to burst if I don’t convey these words to you.
"Kyle...I am in love with you. Passionately, Madly...Dangerously, and Vulnerably...whatever you address it. I am laying my heart bare open before you...feel free if you want to crush or trample over it...
"But, now I feel I am going insane to do anything and everything for you! Have I... lost my mind?"
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Author’s Note: I almost teared up while writing my baby Zenith’s confession (KYAAAA). I hope all of you will love it too. Thanks my darlings Zhunzine_Day and Jennifer_Gross444 for the GTs. Please don’t forget the reward of bonus Chapters with your mass GTs, so please keep supporting!